When the sun shines

May Allah Peace be upon you and greetings.

It has been a while since the try and error habits integrated in me quite a few years back. Somehow, I thought that I’ve already done my best in things that I do..but am I really striving that hard? It’s a very difficult question for me to answer though. Frankly, it’s hard to find the absolute satisfaction. Does it sound normal or wacko abnormalities buzzing around this timid mind? Maybe that justifies a saying “desire is like a salt water, it cant quench your thirst..it’ll make you even more thirsty”.

When a frequent saying came across me, “there is always a silver lining”..I always believe that whatever I do, as long as my intention is pure, followed by fully preparations and perseverance act ..by god’s will, HE will ultimately ease my task and show me the way to find HIM in ME. To find peace and happiness that my soul need the most. Regardless of anything that’s happening to me, whether people see it as a calamity misfortune or a bless.  I am what I am, and I act on what I learn, not when I am forced to.

This might be the place where the thoughts and diaries will be shared. I ask Allah for guiding me and forbid me from dropping into the hell of arrogance, boasting, and liar. It’s a place for sharing, it’s a place for learning. Either in English or Malay, it doesn’t matter. Either you are Malay,Indian,Chinese,Javanese,Caucasians,Blacks, whatever..it doesn’t matter. The aim is to share the thoughts, to find the truth..and I am hoping to see the silver linings, when the sun shines again…

afiqkamaruddin